One of the most exquisite places of India " KERELA". Pics courtesy My friend Ankit Gupta .

This is to stout my deepest of thoughts . I used to feel that staying as i am and doing nothing will enhance my personality and help in life on the big front . But sometimes i feel that by doing nothing also i am in - forcing my energies and destroying myself in the best possible way . God jusst guide me and give me the corret way . I know that doing something acan also cause equal harm as to not oing anyting . I have seen the effects of both the cases . So jussst help me BHAGWAAN . I want yto proceed in life properly . Actually i don't want much . Just peace of mind and to meet the requirements of my loved - ones and guide them to peace and solace .

Now about ma day . It began on a good note . I felt fresh and good as i had a tension free sleep in my Dad's absence as all my other family members slept peacefully in My Dad's absence . It was a festive day being the republic day and i was getting into the patriotic spirit because my friends kept on constantly reminding me of the specialty of the day . Also then i reminded many of them through net - messaging , and wished them for Republic Day . The season also seemed to be n as there was a bright sunshine after a long - time , and it was really a blessing . Also India felt like a gerat place seeing all this sunshine after a long time during which cold mistiness reigned . I had applied sarson ka tel on my head quite liberally a few days ago , so i went on the terrace with Erich Segal for a nice winter sun- dose after a long time . It was exquisite . Thereafter i finished my book and went back downstairs though i never wished to . The topless stay on the terrace re - energized me . Though Dad's arrival dampened it a bit .

Diary on 26th January 2010

This is what i feel today . I woke up albeit late an had a nice sleep as Dad was out . The sleep was nice . Also i want to mention that i read Love Story by Erich Segal today , and am feeling sorry to ave read the book only a few days after he dies . The book was published in 1972 and has been a sales - topper ever since . The book truly is rightly famous for being the most - famed love story . For upto 80 pages of around 130 page book , i found the book okay - okay types , but the story twisted dramatically and though i was aware of the plot of the story , i just was about to burst into tears and barely re- strained myself from crying . My hairs were on end and i truly feel it as an achievement that i have read such a book . its awesome . I started reading today and ended it by noon . But the book is magnificent , heart- melting . Hail to Erich Segal . A master piece .